You try to impress God with progress. He moves fastest through honesty, so bring the part that still hurts and let yourself be carried.

The thought behind it

It takes the story you tell about yourself and quietly reverses it, so the fault lands somewhere less comfortable. It sits in God because it treats faith as a conversation held in the dark, with no audience to perform for. “11” is doing the work: it is where the line stops describing you and starts asking something.